Last time I updated my blog was in January and right now it's June.
SO MUCH has happened since then. It's like life is just full of surprises and lot of them. Ahh where do I even begin from!? First of all school. Just finished year 12 and gave my final exams. They were okay but after the exam I realised few silly mistakes I made. Since January I have made quite few 'friends' or shall I say socialised more compared to first six months of the sixth form.
Family, drama and chaos. Been to court for the first time! Saw my family go through very rough time and from those experience my horizon of the world has widened. Unfortunately I met a really disgusting and to be honest I have no words to describe her. She ruined our family. I hope everyone in my family learnt something from it. I saw my family standing strong regardless of all the constant arguments, fights and tears, at the end of the day, they were still together. Again I am feeling like I am living in a prison. Parents screwing at me for no reason and shit. Jheeez. Feel like I am drifting away from family but I can't do anything about it. It's because our opinions about most of the things clash. Also the pressure that I will be turning 18 and the fact that in Kabulis it's the age the girl should be able to do mostly all the household tasks and is ready for Marriage. But time has change and modifications need to be made and I do not care, I will and I must stand up for myself and go to a Uni which is out of London. I want to be independent and live by myself. I want to travel regardless if I don't get into Hertfordshire and have the chance to live in Japan for a year. My parents will probably disown me if I tell them any of my plans for future, they will not understand me and will force me into marriage. But you know life is short and what's the point of living your life the way everyone else is. I would like to have a different life, travel and discover new exciting things without having any worries. No regrets. I do not really care what job I do in future as long as I am able to support myself and my lifestyle. From lifestyle I was also thinking that I must really make changes to my lifestyle not only in terms of what I eat but how I live and the everyday choices I make.
Oh I made twitter :D it's cool.
I got iPhone 5 from Aman with unlimited minutes! Snapchat and Instagram addict!
Got my belly pierced! :D
Planing on to start a blog with Kiran again, mainly for Hyper Japan.
Also my wardrobe has expanded quite a lot, mainly because of Kiran and the fact that I shop without my parents. Recently I am thinking of maybe looking into fashion /Japanese field. It would be a great chance and it is the two things I am interested in. Also I have been thinking about where I would like to live in future and I defo would love to move to Miami or Cali.
Lot of thinking has been going on :D
Lets see what happens xx
Few pictures
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