Update time ✌ 12/06/13

BONJOUR!

Last time I updated my blog was in January and right now it's June. 

SO MUCH has happened since then. It's like life is just full of surprises and lot of them. Ahh where do I even begin from!? First of all school. Just finished year 12 and gave my final exams. They were okay but after the exam I realised few silly mistakes I made. Since January I have made quite few 'friends' or shall I say socialised more compared to first six months of the sixth form. 

Family, drama and chaos. Been to court for the first time! Saw my family go through very rough time and from those experience my horizon of the world has widened. Unfortunately I met a really disgusting and to be honest I have no words to describe her. She ruined our family. I hope everyone in my family learnt something from it. I saw my family standing strong regardless of all the constant arguments, fights and tears, at the end of the day, they were still together. Again I am feeling like I am living in a prison. Parents screwing at me for no reason and shit. Jheeez. Feel like I am drifting away from family but I can't do anything about it. It's because our opinions about most of the things clash. Also the pressure that I will be turning 18 and the fact that in Kabulis it's the age the girl should be able to do mostly all the household tasks and is ready for Marriage. But time has change and modifications need to be made and I do not care, I will and I must stand up for myself and go to a Uni which is out of London. I want to be independent and live by myself. I want to travel regardless if I don't get into Hertfordshire and have the chance to live in Japan for a year. My parents will probably disown me if I tell them any of my plans for future, they will not understand me and will force me into marriage. But you know life is short and what's the point of living your life the way everyone else is. I would like to have a different life, travel and discover new exciting things without having any worries. No regrets. I do not really care what job I do in future as long as I am able to support myself and my lifestyle. From lifestyle I was also thinking that I must really make changes to my lifestyle not only in terms of what I eat but how I live and the everyday choices I make. 

Oh I made twitter :D it's cool. 

I got iPhone 5 from Aman with unlimited minutes! Snapchat and Instagram addict!

Got my belly pierced! :D 

Planing on to start a blog with Kiran again, mainly for Hyper Japan.

Also my wardrobe has expanded quite a lot, mainly because of Kiran and the fact that I shop without my parents. Recently I am thinking of maybe looking into fashion  /Japanese field. It would be a great chance and it is the two things I am interested in. Also I have been thinking about where I would like to live in future and I defo would love to move to Miami or Cali. 

Lot of thinking has been going on :D 

Lets see what happens xx 

Few pictures

22/01/2013: First post of 2013 - My 2012

New year was amazing. Went to an dinner and dance with family. I started my year differently this year. No resolutions. They never workout, so what is the point. However I have decided to work towards small goals, one by one.

What did I do?

The first two weeks were spend on intense revision for the three important exams; biology, chemistry and business studies.

Other time was spent being lazy, watching Korean dramas, tumblring, starting a new blog with Kiran and just    school.

Few last months of 2010.

Highlights: 

• Japan Day
• Hyper Japan
• New school and friends 
• Bullshit happening in family(still!)
• Lost friends 
• Visiting House of Parliament 
• Starting a new Blog with Kiran

Overall

It was eyeopening. Lot of up and downs. I think, I am more wiser now and more knowledgeable compared 2011. For the first time, I stayed away from parents for two months. Experienced the bitter reality of the world. Became more closer to my second older brother and Kiran. Discovered lot of new things ^^.  It was good and bad in its on way. 

In 2013

• Applying to the right University for the right course.
• Achieving target grades.
• More healthier.
• Expanding my skin care collection and wardrobe. 
• Reading more well written novels. 
• Learning new sports. 
• Blogging more. 
• More independent.
• Accounting my finances.

Few Pictures 

Haven't use this blog for about an year now! So  much has happened since then. I was 16 last when I posted something on this blog and now I am 17 :) Have officially finished high school with amazing grades so proud :). Got addicted to tumblr and am absolutely loving it! Brother got married! now I have a sister-in-law how blimin exciting eh? will be starting new school soon. Two years of hell here I come! OMG so much to write! this year was quite an eye opener, met an amazing person who I knew for years but never thought I would be actually this close to her in a year. ( yeah Kira chan its you <3 ) got even closer to my best friend it was a bit of bumpy road but at the end we just got the opportunity to understand each other better (Hapo <3 )! Had a little crush which lasted few days lol but didn't want to open up to it as I still want to be single and still think I m not ready! My addiction for KPOP and Kdrama and Jdrama got worse! yup however there was an advantage I learnt how to read Hangul! umm and got really close with all my cousins, I actually though this would never happened as I had such different views compared to theirs however when I actually got to know them alittle bit better it was all good. Two of my cousins will be getting married soon! OMFG AXCZXDSS"$%£ so excited but hope mother isn't getting any ideas from this! -_- I will be studying biology chemistry and business studies in sixth form and I am hoping (finger crossed) to achieve AAA at least so I can study Food science. Otherwise if I flop I just want to study Korean in University. I have soo many photo to share! Went to my first concert ever! Wireless with bestie! danced and sang the day away with hapo listening to wiz, drake, nikki, rita and example ! <3 went to hyper japan with bestie omg amazing experience tried on kimonos!  Had soo many adventure in London with my two besties!AHH it was just an amazing year :) hope next year would be even grater!